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Name: jess
Birthday: 7/1/1989
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Interests: photography (preferably black and white), emo screamo. (i love chrisTOPHER matthew barnes to death. <3<3<3)
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Sunday, October 23, 2005

holy shit. she fucking ruined everything.

<3


Friday, October 07, 2005

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Blink 182
By blink-182, Blink 182
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" i am thinking its a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss theyre perfectly aligned."

<3

ok so heres the deal:

the cyfalls homecoming (mine) is next saturday. i have a dress. i bought it and liked it, tried it on a few times and still liked it, tried it one about a week ago and decided i no longer like it, and tried it on again tonight and i think im liking it again. so since i was so unsure, i never bought any shoes or jewelry or anything to go with it yet. thats a bit of a problemo, guys.

the cysprings homecoming (chris's) isnt until november fifth so ive still got time to get all dolled up for his. no problemo.

i think ive decided what im gonna do to my hair. nothing super special, but i am gonna do a little something with bobby-pins (sp?) and such.

jon says i should just wear my chucks with my dress. i might do that at chris's homecoming... or mine... depending on which dres i wear. i figured i could wear a dress taht a wore last year but to something at chris's school. and its short and black, so i could wear chucks, right? but i feel really weird wearing the same dress twice... so taht probably wont happen. guys dont think its a big deal, but trust me. it is.

<3<3


Sunday, September 25, 2005

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ok so there was that hurricane thingy, rita they call her (why is it a girl and not a boy? who decides that?) , on friday so i couldnt say this then. but im saying it now. happy ten months baby! i love you so much!

<3<3

tonight was awesome. chris came home from waco or where ever he was and we went and had an awesome time with jenn, julia, and josh at jenns house. then we had an even awesomer time at chelseas house with chelsea, brit, nat, and foster.we played apples to apples. funny game!

<3

but the best time was had as we left chelseas. julia wins all the apples. she is the queen for the night. i love you guys so much.

<3<3<3

"cmon let me kiss you, taste you, alnight, always."

<3


Thursday, September 08, 2005

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Let It Enfold You
By Senses Fail
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" you can be my james dean. ill be your sweet queen."

<3

ok so im having an 'i miss chris' overload. i dunno why, but ive been thinking about him and how much i love him all effing day. im not saying that i dont do taht everyday and im not saying that its bad. but damn. i miss that boy tons...

<3<3<3

" once again your eyes make it hard to say good bye. so we'll just kepp driving."

<3<3

" baby, you're amazing."

<3

ps. and i feel really bad because i dont hink i wrote a post on our nine month aniversary... im really really sorry. i love you baby!

<3<3


Saturday, August 27, 2005

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In Love and Death
By The Used
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" you could stay and watch me fall. and of course id ask for help."

<3<3

omg the concert last night was effing amazing. it was so much fun! i dont think glassjaw played... but whatever. whoever tried to tell me the used suck live they were totally wrong. i saw alex there, but other than that i didnt run into anyone else. i ended up in the middle of a mosh pit though. so that was freaking fun. some guy was jumping in front of me and landed on my ankle but its cool. berts hott. i love chris. the end.

<3



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im always assuming the worst, but you're going on none the less and theres nothing to cusion your heart led fall. letters from further away keep pulling me close to home. and theres something to cusion my callous sighs. and i know you wish for longer good byes embracing for forever and falling in your eyes(in your eyes). pouring over photographs. im living in your letters. breathe deeply from this envelope. it smells like you and i cant be without that scent. its filling me with all you mean to me(to me). continually failing these trials but you stand by me none the less and you wont let me sink though im begging you, im begging you. phone calls from further away and messages on my machine, but i dont ever tell you this distance seems terrible. there is no need to test my heart with useless space. these roads go on forever. therell always be a place for you in my heart(in my heart). so ill hit the pavement its gotta be better than waiting and pushing you far away because im scared. so ill take my chances and head on my way up there. because turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten. <3

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